the title is very much true. life is not just about happiness, there is a slice of fear, of worry, of anxiety, of confusion, of sadness. but WHO CARES? if you're happy now, then go laugh like there's no tomorrow! YOU DESERVE IT.
If you're happy and yet you continue worrying for the dual effect, then people might think you're just a hypocrite. SO MEAN YOUR HAPPINESS.
enjoy the moment while the moment is still there... c: it's not all the time that you experience bliss.
mind not the past, mind not the future, all you have is today... someone special in my life once quoted this from Kung Fu Panda: "Today is a gift, that's why it is called PRESENT". Noone knows what lies ahead, and it's such a waste of time to continue sulking about the mistakes that we already did in the past. Let's move on - and mean it!
don't be afraid of happiness, it makes your day... there are times that our happiness cause others grief... but if it is something that you both wanted and you got it and he/she didn't, a feeling of sympathy may be acceptable, but grieving because you caused him/sadness is absolutely the most stupid thing i've ever heard. YOU SHOULD'VE CONCEDED YOUR DREAM IN THE FIRST PLACE... it may sound selfish, but it is such a lie that everyone in the world can get what he/she wants if he/she strive harder... In short, absolute happiness over all people on earth is no more than an elusive dream... BE REAL... but this fact doesn't stop us from feeling happy. it should not. even if others grieve, it is NOT SO WRONG to be happy for a job well done...
"BE NOT SO OPTIMISTIC, but remove the word PESSIMISM in your OLD dictionary"
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
that one person...
sometimes, we fail to ask questions because we're afraid of what the answers might be...
sometimes, we fail to show what we're made of because we're afraid of rejection...
we are humans
-being afraid is not unusual, but it isn't right to make this an excuse to get more afraid...
HOWEVER,
if there is even one person who can love us the way we are: truthfully and honestly, then the world won't matter..
if there is just that one person,
THEN WE COULD'VE BEEN BRAVER...
-hrix
sometimes, we fail to show what we're made of because we're afraid of rejection...
we are humans
-being afraid is not unusual, but it isn't right to make this an excuse to get more afraid...
HOWEVER,
if there is even one person who can love us the way we are: truthfully and honestly, then the world won't matter..
if there is just that one person,
THEN WE COULD'VE BEEN BRAVER...
-hrix
Friday, June 5, 2009
what falling out of love is like...
falling out of the enigmatic trap called love is as mysterious as falling into it. there are no definite reasons, you just wake up one day and that's it.
--> only, it is the opposite pattern, wherein we are not able to ignore what is wrong and what is painful, thus making us see the ugly truth that we modified our lives to make it look better and for the sake of keeping that so-called love.
so the next time i fall in love, i'll make sure i open my eyes. :)
--> only, it is the opposite pattern, wherein we are not able to ignore what is wrong and what is painful, thus making us see the ugly truth that we modified our lives to make it look better and for the sake of keeping that so-called love.
so the next time i fall in love, i'll make sure i open my eyes. :)
Sunday, April 26, 2009
heart - and my bucket list :)
or should i say, STUPID LIST?
the story IS...
"he broke my heart", that simple. and to make the long story short,
"i had enough of all the fuckin' melodramatic events in our damnable lives"
so maybe, hrix is too 'what' for something like love. doesn't suit me, really.
anyway. i come up with an idea how to mend a broken heart.
ONE WEEK.
do stupid things for a week, and when i say stupid i mean STUUUUPIIID.
my friend and I made a so called bucket list for the things we want to accomplish this week.
1. Eat 10 large fries at McDonald's (yay-just the two of us), with only one regular coke each.
2. Watch X-MEN Origins on April 30, first time is serious viewing. second time is SPOILING inside the cinema. (MEAN!) - and annoying HAHA.
3. Go to QUIAPO CHURCH (which is like miles away from our place) just to pray :D
4. KISS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL/BOY IN THE WORLD. (copied this from the movie, bucket list)
5. Drop by the house of the reason of this bitterness just to say HI.
(list to be updated).
RULES:
1. deal with each other for a week.
2. NO BITTERNESS. (for a week)
3. no conflicts to be taken seriously from the outside world.
(rules to be updated)
BREAK THE RULES!
so. with him, i already broke four house rules (in just one night)
1. ride a motorcycle (my parents will kill me if they find out), 2. in a rainy night with no helmet, and 3. without asking permission and 4. oh. i lied. :)
well. i'm looking forward to this week of recovery. wish me luck :)
the story IS...
"he broke my heart", that simple. and to make the long story short,
"i had enough of all the fuckin' melodramatic events in our damnable lives"
so maybe, hrix is too 'what' for something like love. doesn't suit me, really.
anyway. i come up with an idea how to mend a broken heart.
ONE WEEK.
do stupid things for a week, and when i say stupid i mean STUUUUPIIID.
my friend and I made a so called bucket list for the things we want to accomplish this week.
1. Eat 10 large fries at McDonald's (yay-just the two of us), with only one regular coke each.
2. Watch X-MEN Origins on April 30, first time is serious viewing. second time is SPOILING inside the cinema. (MEAN!) - and annoying HAHA.
3. Go to QUIAPO CHURCH (which is like miles away from our place) just to pray :D
4. KISS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL/BOY IN THE WORLD. (copied this from the movie, bucket list)
5. Drop by the house of the reason of this bitterness just to say HI.
(list to be updated).
RULES:
1. deal with each other for a week.
2. NO BITTERNESS. (for a week)
3. no conflicts to be taken seriously from the outside world.
(rules to be updated)
BREAK THE RULES!
so. with him, i already broke four house rules (in just one night)
1. ride a motorcycle (my parents will kill me if they find out), 2. in a rainy night with no helmet, and 3. without asking permission and 4. oh. i lied. :)
well. i'm looking forward to this week of recovery. wish me luck :)
Monday, April 20, 2009
PP - why do they exist?
PP stands for political prisoners.
A political prisoner is someone held in prison for his involvement in a political activity (which is not selfish in nature).
*They oppose the government that's why tons of cases are filed against them, thus sentencing them life imprisonment or even death penalty. Cases include murder, homicide, rape, and many other unpardonable crimes that most of them did not commit. The goal of the government filing such cases against them is to take away their dignity to the public, thus showcasing them as criminals rather than people who fight for the rights of the sectors they represent.
this is how corrupt the government is.
** a farmer fights for his share of the land he has been harvesting all his life. a law states that after a number of years, a part of the land will be transferred to the said farmer. but after twice the number of years, nothing changed. it happens to a whole community of farmers. they form a group to fight for their right which coincides to the so-called law.
the government did not like it. and so do the rich people. less assets could mean less income. and what is this farmer movement compare to the power of the greedy?
it is unwise to file them a case that states, "fighting for their rights". so, a homicide case is filed against the leader of the farmers. a HOMICIDE. when? where? how? what? it is all magic. there is no homicide to begin with. it is televised. the public believes that the leader is such a bad man. the public never learned that he is just a farmer fighting for his right. even if they know, who would oppose? who will speak?
no one.
fear. we have all been living in fear.
because when you open your eyes to the truth, and decide to do something to fight for it,
it is either you die, or become one of them.
A political prisoner is someone held in prison for his involvement in a political activity (which is not selfish in nature).
*They oppose the government that's why tons of cases are filed against them, thus sentencing them life imprisonment or even death penalty. Cases include murder, homicide, rape, and many other unpardonable crimes that most of them did not commit. The goal of the government filing such cases against them is to take away their dignity to the public, thus showcasing them as criminals rather than people who fight for the rights of the sectors they represent.
this is how corrupt the government is.
** a farmer fights for his share of the land he has been harvesting all his life. a law states that after a number of years, a part of the land will be transferred to the said farmer. but after twice the number of years, nothing changed. it happens to a whole community of farmers. they form a group to fight for their right which coincides to the so-called law.
the government did not like it. and so do the rich people. less assets could mean less income. and what is this farmer movement compare to the power of the greedy?
it is unwise to file them a case that states, "fighting for their rights". so, a homicide case is filed against the leader of the farmers. a HOMICIDE. when? where? how? what? it is all magic. there is no homicide to begin with. it is televised. the public believes that the leader is such a bad man. the public never learned that he is just a farmer fighting for his right. even if they know, who would oppose? who will speak?
no one.
fear. we have all been living in fear.
because when you open your eyes to the truth, and decide to do something to fight for it,
it is either you die, or become one of them.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
when life is no longer a moonless night...
as Edward Cullen put it,
"Life before you was a moonless night - very dark. There were stars - points of life and reason. And then
you shot across like a meteor, suddenly everything was on fire"
and as HRIX put it,
"when he left me, a part of me died. It was as if i am a living dead walking in an abyss between total darkness and frail light..
and then you came, and my heart started beating again"
and yes. the reason i haven't posted for awhile now is because life is no longer a moonless night.. hell yeah, who would've
thought? i already lost all sense of logic left inside my dumb brain.. dumber - i am.. but happier..
"Life before you was a moonless night - very dark. There were stars - points of life and reason. And then
you shot across like a meteor, suddenly everything was on fire"
and as HRIX put it,
"when he left me, a part of me died. It was as if i am a living dead walking in an abyss between total darkness and frail light..
and then you came, and my heart started beating again"
and yes. the reason i haven't posted for awhile now is because life is no longer a moonless night.. hell yeah, who would've
thought? i already lost all sense of logic left inside my dumb brain.. dumber - i am.. but happier..
Thursday, March 12, 2009
justification...
"behind every bitch is a player who made her that, and behind every player is a bitch who made him one"...
but does it justify it all? is hurting others because you got hurt fair? does it diminish the misery and sorrow and emptiness that creep up inside one's heart?
if you inflict pain because you were wronged... and you were wronged because he was in pain... and everything in the world wrong each other, then what kind of world is this?
they keep saying life is unfair, but it is the people who are unfair... we are all unfair, to ourselves, to the ones we love, and to the ones we hate... we succumb to our emotions most of the time, that our logic makes sense no more...
i don't know anymore...
why can't we just love... just love... why do we always expect? why do we have to get hurt, and why why do we have to hurt? why can't we just stop being the stubborn beings as we are, and love sincerely; without hatred...
is it that difficult to be sincere, and to forgive?
but does it justify it all? is hurting others because you got hurt fair? does it diminish the misery and sorrow and emptiness that creep up inside one's heart?
if you inflict pain because you were wronged... and you were wronged because he was in pain... and everything in the world wrong each other, then what kind of world is this?
they keep saying life is unfair, but it is the people who are unfair... we are all unfair, to ourselves, to the ones we love, and to the ones we hate... we succumb to our emotions most of the time, that our logic makes sense no more...
i don't know anymore...
why can't we just love... just love... why do we always expect? why do we have to get hurt, and why why do we have to hurt? why can't we just stop being the stubborn beings as we are, and love sincerely; without hatred...
is it that difficult to be sincere, and to forgive?
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